Tuesday, February 02, 2010
True Feelings
ARRgh.
so many reflections to do/
1. bio fieldtrip
2. chinese video
3. physics exam
4. civics course
projects too!
1. Math Stats
2. Chinese Report
3. Civics Course
4. GP
thn still hav MC script for CNY CIP
aiyo .. so many things to do
thn still got daily work
haiz..
aft exams these few days no mood to study
also wonder why im here in sch, in SIS
???
daaAAA
regret, regret, regret.
maybe also coz im knowin more frens fm local sch
n i see ppl everyday on mtr
I could also be like them.
not like how I am now.
nono.
i would not be doin some shiity gp work;
i would hav home Econ, D&T
taking the 334 system
wearin proper sch-u,
havin more CCA choices,
bein able to speak canto
recognized as a student of a pretty top sch
and NOT as an int'l sch pupil
who is rich.
speaks good english.
so NOT true
wanna be local,
wanna go bac to local sch
whr everything's much better
i found my frens bac in my sch!!
n i luv their class tee they designed
miss thm so much
wonder whether its possible for me to return
would LOVE to.
but i dun even dare to tell my mom abt it
she might kill me n tell me tht its too late or tht i shd have told her earlier, now probably no sch accept me
AIYA.
DAMN LAR
i almost go crazy coz of this ar
im so mad at myself
everythin i hav nth better to do, i'll think of this. >/<
somehow nowadays i dun see my parents often
they hav work to do, lecture to attend
or other impt things to discuss
they come bac late thn i eat dinner first, ALONE or with maid
bro's sleepin or watchin tv.
my maid's the only person i could really tell this to
but wat use. nth can be done if my parents dont know
they care lesser abt me
coz im the older one
i can take care of myself
and anyways, my bro needs more help n attention
i stay in com rm do hw, play
all they care is, i mux hand in hw on-time,
mux get good grades (A/A*)
haiz..
how r they gonna know abt my true feelings if this goes on?
hope i hav the chance.
i really really wanna
go bac
to where i really belong
R. E. G. R. E. T. S.
so many reflections to do/
1. bio fieldtrip
2. chinese video
3. physics exam
4. civics course
projects too!
1. Math Stats
2. Chinese Report
3. Civics Course
4. GP
thn still hav MC script for CNY CIP
aiyo .. so many things to do
thn still got daily work
haiz..
aft exams these few days no mood to study
also wonder why im here in sch, in SIS
???
daaAAA
regret, regret, regret.
maybe also coz im knowin more frens fm local sch
n i see ppl everyday on mtr
I could also be like them.
not like how I am now.
nono.
i would not be doin some shiity gp work;
i would hav home Econ, D&T
taking the 334 system
wearin proper sch-u,
havin more CCA choices,
bein able to speak canto
recognized as a student of a pretty top sch
and NOT as an int'l sch pupil
who is rich.
speaks good english.
so NOT true
wanna be local,
wanna go bac to local sch
whr everything's much better
i found my frens bac in my sch!!
n i luv their class tee they designed
miss thm so much
wonder whether its possible for me to return
would LOVE to.
but i dun even dare to tell my mom abt it
she might kill me n tell me tht its too late or tht i shd have told her earlier, now probably no sch accept me
AIYA.
DAMN LAR
i almost go crazy coz of this ar
im so mad at myself
everythin i hav nth better to do, i'll think of this. >/<
somehow nowadays i dun see my parents often
they hav work to do, lecture to attend
or other impt things to discuss
they come bac late thn i eat dinner first, ALONE or with maid
bro's sleepin or watchin tv.
my maid's the only person i could really tell this to
but wat use. nth can be done if my parents dont know
they care lesser abt me
coz im the older one
i can take care of myself
and anyways, my bro needs more help n attention
i stay in com rm do hw, play
all they care is, i mux hand in hw on-time,
mux get good grades (A/A*)
haiz..
how r they gonna know abt my true feelings if this goes on?
hope i hav the chance.
i really really wanna
go bac
to where i really belong
R. E. G. R. E. T. S.
i know that i have loved you ... at 20:50
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